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[01 Aug 2006|05:09pm]
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Deep, [14 May 2006|07:17pm]
[ mood | frustrated ]

I tried to work, and get it through, my zombie sight is holding me back yet again, theres no accomplishment in my mind, i have the tools and no means of using them, i need a drug to inject this away and take me on a ride.

"Theres a part of me that i want to get back again."

God damn i dont even feel alive anymore.

2 chizazz of the yukon| stroke the armadillo

Its tearing through the clouds [23 Feb 2006|02:37am]
[ mood | anxious ]

Im gettin' a mannequin head! My friend Jills a hairdresser and director. Shes not using it for learning hairstyling anymore so I get it. So many things i could use it for... No not that Ryan.

Im getting a 4300 dollar computer from ibm for 3500, cuz i called them instead of using the internet, i couldn't believe it, knocking 800$ off cuz i called.

I already got a 21" Widesceen Monitor for 1053$ its freegin' huge. Once i pay back for the computer and monitor, im getting a proffesional videocamera and making a movie to show around to film festivals, i got a lot of ideas, gotta pick one.

I fell like im learning to be more independant and worry about myself ainstead of everyone around me, im taking more responsibility for what needs to be done in my life to get further, ive also learned to let certain things from my past go that have been holding me back. Not forgotten but blinded for now.

Theres so much that needs to be done, so many projects that need to be finalised. Ill let you all know if i start anything huge and exciting.


6 chizazz of the yukon| stroke the armadillo

This is all ive left behind [22 Jan 2006|06:09am]
[ mood | enraged ]

All ive believed in, everything ive known
Changed in the blink of an eye
i lost the only thing in this world i cared about

Wont she see were meant to be together
ive changed, but not for her i havent changed against my will
ive become something else something more
i cant sleep at night
and when i dream
shes there all the time
am i going mad with withdrawl
why am i tortured to suffer without her by my side
and how is she able to simply cut me out like a parasite leeching off her own free thinking

I used to believe in so much
So many things
true feelings and more
Hope for the world and salvation for myself

I will die alone.
And her memory will torture me until it ends.

18 chizazz of the yukon| stroke the armadillo

[24 Nov 2005|10:07pm]
[ mood | content ]

My mom bought me a nutcracker, it looks just like the one from the movie. Rock on.

2 chizazz of the yukon| stroke the armadillo

[12 Nov 2005|02:15am]
In a nutshell.

Kid throws rock through next doors window.
Cleveland sees and calls landlord.
Landlord calls police.
Magically a note from "social services" appears on kids moms door.
Kids mom knocks on clevelands door, after waiting for him to leave so his moms alone.
Kids mom yells at his mom, accusing her of calling police. Chris' mom kicks them off property.
Chris gets called from my house. We go over to keep her company.
We decide to take my van to get star wars 2.
On our way to my house the police are out front of my house and the crazy peoples house, turns out my dad went out to find emily who ran away and the two redneck women got right in his face, also a teenager and an old man and an old lady, their all related. Accusing him of calling social services on him. My mom comes out, they almost get physical, numerous horrible things are yelld, my brother called the cops. My mother was crying. I wanted to tear them apart. After it was over, i heard them muttering threats about my family and cleveland.
According to the grandmother if she sees on the road, shell run us over with her van. I may have to get violent. Oh and they threratened to kill emily and my mom.
6 chizazz of the yukon| stroke the armadillo

[05 Nov 2005|09:23pm]
[ mood | disappointed ]

This blows...i actually decide to go to a rave for once and i cant get a ride at all, i tried everyone i knew but they were all full. I wanted to take the van but my parents decided to be bastards and not let me for no reason. This sucks i miss hanging out with my friends.

2 chizazz of the yukon| stroke the armadillo

[26 Oct 2005|05:04pm]
[ mood | determined ]

Last night during the remainder of three hurricanes hitting here, i decided to drive to Marias house to hang out. I followed the directions and would have gotten there perfectly if i wasn't an idiot,see i pulled into the house before her street thinking that it was hers, i got out looked around and noticed it wasn't then hopped back in the van to back out. THUD.
I backed into a freaking DITCH! I had already snuck out and stole the van as it is so now i was fucked. I even had maria come try and help me get it out as i pushed but it wouldn't budge.
Finally i called dad and woke him up at 2:30am, he got a tow-truck and got me out and we went home, the back was literally sink in the mud. There was no way in hell i was getting it out. Yay! So now i iwe mom and dad like a hundred bucks cuz of the tow truck, whoopie!
On a brighter note, ill know on friday if i have the job.

2 chizazz of the yukon| stroke the armadillo

She never told me she was a mime. [16 Oct 2005|02:23pm]
I bought the Weird Al Alapalooza Cd for 1$, best thing ive ever bought! Woohoo!

Having a Hellraiser marathon tonight, All Hail the Cenobites!!!
2 chizazz of the yukon| stroke the armadillo

[11 Oct 2005|10:42am]
[ mood | awake ]

Im back from Nova Scotia, i now have Blaster master for the playstation! Woo!

After searching multiple tim hortons for the elusive "Big Tim" coffee mug we arrived at Ryans and wandered around the polluted streets of Dartmouth. We passed a sleazy strip club and a dead bird on the road. We went back and ordered a pizza then slept.
Next morning we went to the mic-mac mall which is freaking huge, it has ESCALATORS!
When we went to get food Ryan went down to Orange Julias to buy his, and came back with a bottle of liquid speed from some excercise place, it smelled and tasted like death. Ryan kept taking shots of it.
After we went to the Arcade. Ryan was blitzed from the energy drink and was obsessed over winning a blinking hat from the Arcade, as soon as he had enough tickets we went up to get it and a man got it before us! ARGH!
So we bought a green dolphin watergun a clownish nose and a rooster.


2 chizazz of the yukon| stroke the armadillo

I am officially raising the terror alert level to "Were fucked" [05 Oct 2005|05:14am]
[ mood | artistic ]

ARGHH!! Nashville pussy was here and i didn't even know it!! ARGH!!! (Blows off face)

Well shit, i need to keep with the times, at least they weren't with icp like they usually are. If i missed both i wouldn't be here right now. So...apparently some of you guys went , how crazy was the chick?

Going to see Corpse Bride and maybe Serenity on Thursday with Shawn woohoohoo.
Amityvilles out now for dvd, im getting that as soon as i get some money.

Law and order svu was amazing last night, a little girl was kidnapped by a pedophile who paid her father for her ,was locked in the basement of an electronics shop, she called 911 with a cell phone but it had a scrambler on it so they couldn't pinpoint where she was, then they realized she was a victim of one of the largest pedophilia dealers in the states. Lots of Ice T whippin perv ass, even the woman on the show elbows the fucker in the face. It was awesome. They finally find where shes buried and since it wasn't long since she was, they were able to revive her. Wahaha Pedophiles are lame.

Hey Becca? Remember that horrible Ms. Piggle Wiggle tape you bought me at Frenchys before? I forced Lil Shawn to watch it, now he hates me.

Oh, Ryan i was watching Captain Planet and the planeteers and figured out that when we party your all like the planeteers and im captain planet except its like, "By your powers combined, i am fucking loaded!" Cuz you all get me drunk. Yay!

We have new carpet-et-ting in the living room, we also moved a bunch of crap so you can run around like a monkey without smashing your shin.

Im still a bum with no job. Ive sent out like ten but now it appears that i will have to call and harass people to get a job i dont really want to buy things. Oh well it has to be done.

Sleep sucks i wish you didnt have to, it wastes so much time, then again without sleep you don't dream so either way you miss out.

I bought a Hansel and Gretel movie where Mark Mothersbaugh from DEVO does the music, Dakota Fannings in it and shes afraid of sheep.
She doesn't play Gretel though, which pissed me off, she should have. Oh Bobcat Goldthwaits in it, he rules. Weeheehee.

3 chizazz of the yukon| stroke the armadillo

Me love you looong time! [01 Oct 2005|03:24am]
Its October..
Goin to my grandparents for Thanksgiving with my Motley Crew of family members.
I want to throw some sort of Halloween party but i know everyones work schedules are crazy and doubt any picked date would be convenient for anyone. Alas i will have but a small one.
Watched a cheap ass horror movie called Blood Harvest with Shawn, it was absolutely amazing. They have this actor named "Tiny Tim" who plays a scarred brother who slowly slips into insanity becoming a clown named Marvelous Mirvo, after discovering his parents hung in the barn. Lots of unneccessary nudity and amusing killer scenes.
I've been playing Maximum Carnage for the Super Nintendo for 5 days straight and still can't fucking beat it. I've gotten Carnage down to almost no life but he flips out and guts me. Erg.

I'd love to have an rpg this month, if there are any specific dates anyone is free to show up, they should post them to help me arrange a date. Hopefully we can pull one off.

Remember Captain Planet? Didn't you hate the stupid indian guy with the monkey on his back?
God i hate him, what kind of element is heart anyway? Little bitch.
2 chizazz of the yukon| stroke the armadillo

Words cannot describe. [21 Sep 2005|04:55am]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

I was able to see Final Fantasy advent children early, before the release date, my friend gave me a copy.

I am comfortable saying its the best movie i've ever seen.
Ive seen a lot of movies.
The entire time i was watching, i was in awe, the headache i got from watching matrix reloaded on a theatre screen, was even worse watching this on a small screen.

It is exactly like the game should have been, and they are going to win a hell of a lot of awards for pushing the boundaries in action and realism.

...........I still cant believe how good it was. wow.

2 chizazz of the yukon| stroke the armadillo

This is the end for now. [26 Aug 2005|12:36am]
[ mood | contemplative ]

Were losing another one....
Through a place in time
We are out of time.

Were losing another one...
To the futures grasp as we struggle beyond.

10 years or more, what we had in store
when i met you one winters day.
Weve been friends for years
While we faced the fears
of our life left building up to...this.

Were dropping like flies through the truth and lies.
May your future be bright and good.
May our days ahead be as they should.

Perhaps one day we'll be one again
and then pretend
that life has become what we once dreamed it would be.

Tonights the night, we'll remember.
Tonights what its all about
So when were partying hard and being close to friends
We can sit back and remember these times until the end.

There'll never be another you,

Goodbye for now.

2 chizazz of the yukon| stroke the armadillo

[17 Aug 2005|04:31am]
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3 chizazz of the yukon| stroke the armadillo

[13 Aug 2005|05:14pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

We were in Moncton the other day. I picked up the Live in tokyo DEVO dvd. Its amazing, it even has a performance from the 80s as an extra.
A japanese band called "POLYSICS" is carrying on the de-evolution message and continuing to make music similar but more intense than DEVO who happen to be their biggest influence. They dress similar to DEVO too. Their music s amazing, even when you dont know what their saying.

The eye 2 is out on dvd now at rogers, im picking it up tonight, because it will rock my ass.
I really want to work at this pets and tails petstore, even if i don't get the position im still going to volunteer to work there for free for a while.

Everyones out drinking tonight, im bringing little shawn and Jenn over to watch movies, then tomorrow were going to see the world get its ass kicked in "War of the Worlds".

I really want a job now, i want to get money, get a good video camera,a good computer to edit with then make a decent movie to show to film festivals.

2 chizazz of the yukon| stroke the armadillo

[06 Aug 2005|03:00pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]

In the times tied together and the fun times together

Was i even that important to you at all?

Through the nights of untold hell and our breakdowns you know well

I was always there beside you in the end.

Please pretend that our love was worth a damn, and that its essence lives on still
Because its hard to see the light in a tunnel of broken dreams.

And it seems love was found, love was gained though it ended just the same, all is lost because of you. Id give it all to be with you. Id kill them all to be with you.
My life my love, my cause for life, my little dark darling with a kitchen knife.

Your my very move, all thats on my mind. Your my comfort in a world unkind.
Travel the world though you like it or not im always beside you, and tied by the knot.
You'll never accept me, close as a friend?, i fought for your soul and then lost in the end
Im with you in dreams and i know you cant see, the feelings you've locked up and deadend to me.

Id give it all to be with you, id kill them all to be with you
And only if you only knew
How much id lose to be with you...

I love you....

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[04 Aug 2005|02:24pm]
Life is strange...
2 chizazz of the yukon| stroke the armadillo

[25 Jul 2005|05:27am]
[ mood | lonely ]

All the girls i know are beautiful
Their curves, looks and twists of fate
Their ruby lips and cream like skin
To attire of dark and souls of silver.
Let the time stand still.

Monogamy fantasy lurking from a childs point of view.
Pretty looks and oh so soft
Comfort in their eyes, strength inside and appeal their very own.

All the boys i know are rotten
At times forgotten
Yet brave and true the same
Though cursed in disgust with what weve received.
We struggle on all the same.

Unnecessary, machine like and joints made of brass.
That which is comfort was here and now gone
without love of a lady and trust of her faith.
There is no need no purpose,
Conclusions descend.

Were going to break down and be useless.
Her hands are in need to create.

stroke the armadillo

[22 Jul 2005|03:11am]
[ mood | mischievous ]

Jolly Role yo
Lime splattered indigo stream lights
Flash boom crash as the poppies dissapear.
Painted smears, swirling this way and that
as the lovers undercover sneak away from the attack

Life is free life is splendid
Fall on the attack

Follow me take your time
and lie down on your back

Jolly Role Yo
Shining steel , flowing cut streams.
Zoom as the coaster flies and makes a sudden stop.
Snowcone slides cool and fresh as December waves

Under the board walk, you'll be trudging up leaves
Covered in sand, left full of debrise, and a choice.

Is she gone just a little long
Lovely girl in the sand cold to touch and pale at hand.
Mannequin like or stone as movement
I would like to join you there.
Happy New Years Eve.

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